Nombrando a Oscar Wilde hacemos referencia a un importante escritor británico que también hizo las veces de dramaturgo.El éxito de Wilde se basaba en el ingenio punzante y epigramático que derrochaba en sus obras, dedicadas casi siempre a fustigar las hipocresías de sus contemporáneos. Aquí os dejo sin más demora con algunas de sus frases más celebres.
"A veces podemos pasarnos años sin vivir en absoluto, y de pronto toda nuestra vida se concentra en un solo instante."
"Un hombre puede ser feliz con cualquier mujer mientras que no la ame."
"Las mujeres han sido hechas para ser amadas, no para ser comprendidas."
"No hay nada como el amor de una mujer casada. Es una cosa de la que ningún marido tiene la menor idea."
"No voy a dejar de hablarle sólo porque no me esté escuchando. Me gusta escucharme a mí mismo. Es uno de mis mayores placeres. A menudo mantengo largas conversaciones conmigo mismo, y soy tan inteligente que a veces no entiendo ni una palabra de lo que digo."
"Lo menos frecuente en este mundo es vivir. La mayoría de la gente existe, eso es todo."
"Si usted quiere saber lo que una mujer dice realmente, mírela, no la escuche."
"La única ventaja de jugar con fuego es que aprende uno a no quemarse."
"Amarse a sí mismo es el comienzo de una aventura que dura toda la vida."
"La experiencia no tiene valor ético alguno, es simplemente el nombre que damos a nuestros errores."
3.7.11
1.7.11
When I'm gone- Eminem
YEAH...
IT´S MY LIFE... MY OWN WORDS I GUESS...
HAVE YOU EVER LOVED SOMEONE SO MUCH, YOU´D GIVE AN ARM FOR?
NOT THE EXPRESSION, NO, LITERALLY GIVE AN ARM FOR?
WHEN THEY KNOW THEY´RE YOUR HEART
AND YOU KNOW YOU WERE THEIR ARMOUR
AND YOU WILL DESTROY ANYONE WHO WOULD TRY TO HARM ´EM
BUT WHAT HAPPENS WHEN KARMA, TURNS RIGHT AROUND AND BITES YOU?
AND EVERYTHING YOU STAND FOR, TURNS ON YOU, DESPITE YOU?
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU BECOME THE MAIN SOURCE OF A PAIN?
"DADDY LOOK WHAT I MADE", DAD´S GOTTA GO CATCH A PLANE
"DADDY WHERE´S MOMMY? I CAN´T FIND MOMMY WHERE IS SHE?"
I DON´T KNOW GO PLAY HAILIE, BABY, YOUR DADDY´S BUSY
DADDY´S WRITING THIS SONG, THIS SONG AIN´T GONNA WRITE ITSELF
I´LL GIVE YOU ONE UNDERDOG THEN YOU GOTTA SWING BY YOURSELF
THEN TURN RIGHT AROUND ON THAT SONG AND TELL HER YOU LOVE HER
AND PUT HANDS ON HER MOTHER, WHO´S A SPITTING IMAGE OF HER THAT´S SLIM SHADY, YEAH BABY, SLIM SHADY´S CRAZY
SHADY MADE ME, BUT TONIGHT SHADY´S ROCKA-BY-BABY...
AND WHEN I´M GONE, JUST CARRY ON, DON´T MOURN
REJOICE EVERY TIME YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE
JUST KNOW THAT I´M LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SMILING
AND I DIDN´T FEEL A THING, SO BABY DON´T FEEL NO PAIN
JUST SMILE BACK
AND WHEN I´M GONE, JUST CARRY ON, DON´T MOURN
REJOICE EVERY TIME YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE
JUST KNOW THAT I´M LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SMILING AND I DIDN´T FEEL A THING, SO BABY DON´T FEEL NO PAIN
JUST SMILE BACK...
I KEEP HAVING THIS DREAM, I´M PUSHIN´ HAILIE ON THE SWING
SHE KEEPS SCREAMING, SHE DON´T WANT ME TO SING
"YOU´RE MAKING MOMMY CRY, WHY? WHY IS MOMMY CRYING?"
BABY, DADDY AIN´T LEAVING NO MORE, "DADDY YOU´RE LYING
"YOU ALWAYS SAY THAT, YOU ALWAYS SAY THIS IS THE LAST TIME
"BUT YOU AIN´T LEAVING NO MORE, DADDY YOU´RE MINE"
SHE´S PILING BOXES IN FRONT OF THE DOOR TRYING TO BLOCK IT
"DADDY PLEASE, DADDY DON´T LEAVE, DADDY - NO STOP IT!"
GOES IN HER POCKET, PULLS OUT A TINY NECKLACE LOCKET IT´S GOT A PICTURE, "THIS´LL KEEP YOU SAFE DADDY, TAKE IT WITHCHA´"
I LOOK UP, IT´S JUST ME STANDING IN THE MIRROR
THESE FUCKIN´ WALLS MUST BE TALKING, CUZ MAN I CAN HEAR ´EM
THEY´RE SAYING "YOU´VE GOT ONE MORE CHANCE TO DO RIGHT" - AND IT´S TONIGHT
NOW GO OUT THERE AND SHOW THAT YOU LOVE ´EM BEFORE IT´S TOO LATE
AND JUST AS I GO TO WALK OUT OF MY BEDROOM DOOR
IT´S TURNS TO A STAGE, THEY´RE GONE, AND THIS SPOTLIGHT IS ON
AND I´M SINGING...
AND WHEN I´M GONE, JUST CARRY ON, DON´T MOURN
REJOICE EVERY TIME YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE
JUST KNOW THAT I´M LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SMILING
AND I DIDN´T FEEL A THING, SO BABY DON´T FEEL NO PAIN
JUST SMILE BACK
AND WHEN I´M GONE, JUST CARRY ON, DON´T MOURN
REJOICE EVERY TIME YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE
JUST KNOW THAT I´M LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SMILING
AND I DIDN´T FEEL A THING, SO BABY DON´T FEEL NO PAIN
JUST SMILE BACK...
SIXTY THOUSAND PEOPLE, ALL JUMPING OUT THEIR SEAT
THE CURTAIN CLOSES, THEY´RE THROWING ROSES AT MY FEET
I TAKE A BOW AND THANK YOU ALL FOR COMING OUT
THEY´RE SCREAMING SO LOUD, I TAKE ONE LAST LOOK AT THE CROWD
I GLANCE DOWN, I DON´T BELIEVE WHAT I´M SEEING
"DADDY IT´S ME, HELP MOMMY, HER WRISTS ARE BLEEDING," BUT BABY WE´RE IN SWEDEN, HOW DID YOU GET TO SWEDEN?
"I FOLLOWED YOU DADDY, YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU WEREN´T LEAVIN´
"YOU LIED TO ME DAD, AND NOW YOU MAKE MOMMY SAD
"AND I BOUGHT YOU THIS COIN, IT SAYS ´NUMBER ONE DAD´
"THAT´S ALL I WANTED, I JUST WANT TO GIVE YOU THIS COIN
"I GET THE POINT - FINE, ME AND MOMMY ARE GONE"
BUT BABY WAIT, "IT´S TOO LATE DAD, YOU MADE THE CHOICE
"NOW GO UP THERE AND SHOW ´EM THAT YOU LOVE ´EM MORE THAN US"
THAT´S WHAT THEY WANT, THEY WANT YOU MARSHALL, THEY KEEP.. SCREAMIN´ YOUR NAME
IT´S NO WONDER YOU CAN´T GO TO SLEEP, JUST TAKE ANOTHER PILL
YEAH, I BET YOU YOU WILL. YOU RAP ABOUT IT, YEAH, WORD, K-KEEP IT REAL I HEAR APPLAUSE, ALL THIS TIME I COULDN´T SEE
HOW COULD IT BE, THAT THE CURTAIN IS CLOSING ON ME
I TURN AROUND, FIND A GUN ON THE GROUND, COCK IT
PUT IT TO MY BRAIN AND SCREAM "DIE SHADY" AND POP IT
THE SKY DARKENS, MY LIFE FLASHES, THE PLANE THAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ON CRASHES AND BURNS TO ASHES
THAT´S WHEN I WAKE UP, ALARM CLOCK´S RINGIN´, THERE´S BIRDS SINGIN´
IT´S SPRING AND HAILIE´S OUTSIDE SWINGING, I WALK RIGHT UP TO KIM AND KISS HER
TELL HER I MISS HER, HAILIE JUST SMILES AND WINKS AT HER LITTLE SISTER
ALMOST AS IF TO SAY..
AND WHEN I´M GONE, JUST CARRY ON, DON´T MOURN
REJOICE EVERY TIME YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE
JUST KNOW THAT I´M LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SMILING
AND I DIDN´T FEEL A THING, SO BABY DON´T FEEL NO PAIN
JUST SMILE BACK
AND WHEN I´M GONE, JUST CARRY ON, DON´T MOURN
REJOICE EVERY TIME YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE
JUST KNOW THAT I´M LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SMILING
AND I DIDN´T FEEL A THING, SO BABY DON´T FEEL NO PAINJUST SMILE BACK...
IT´S MY LIFE... MY OWN WORDS I GUESS...
HAVE YOU EVER LOVED SOMEONE SO MUCH, YOU´D GIVE AN ARM FOR?
NOT THE EXPRESSION, NO, LITERALLY GIVE AN ARM FOR?
WHEN THEY KNOW THEY´RE YOUR HEART
AND YOU KNOW YOU WERE THEIR ARMOUR
AND YOU WILL DESTROY ANYONE WHO WOULD TRY TO HARM ´EM
BUT WHAT HAPPENS WHEN KARMA, TURNS RIGHT AROUND AND BITES YOU?
AND EVERYTHING YOU STAND FOR, TURNS ON YOU, DESPITE YOU?
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU BECOME THE MAIN SOURCE OF A PAIN?
"DADDY LOOK WHAT I MADE", DAD´S GOTTA GO CATCH A PLANE
"DADDY WHERE´S MOMMY? I CAN´T FIND MOMMY WHERE IS SHE?"
I DON´T KNOW GO PLAY HAILIE, BABY, YOUR DADDY´S BUSY
DADDY´S WRITING THIS SONG, THIS SONG AIN´T GONNA WRITE ITSELF
I´LL GIVE YOU ONE UNDERDOG THEN YOU GOTTA SWING BY YOURSELF
THEN TURN RIGHT AROUND ON THAT SONG AND TELL HER YOU LOVE HER
AND PUT HANDS ON HER MOTHER, WHO´S A SPITTING IMAGE OF HER THAT´S SLIM SHADY, YEAH BABY, SLIM SHADY´S CRAZY
SHADY MADE ME, BUT TONIGHT SHADY´S ROCKA-BY-BABY...
AND WHEN I´M GONE, JUST CARRY ON, DON´T MOURN
REJOICE EVERY TIME YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE
JUST KNOW THAT I´M LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SMILING
AND I DIDN´T FEEL A THING, SO BABY DON´T FEEL NO PAIN
JUST SMILE BACK
AND WHEN I´M GONE, JUST CARRY ON, DON´T MOURN
REJOICE EVERY TIME YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE
JUST KNOW THAT I´M LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SMILING AND I DIDN´T FEEL A THING, SO BABY DON´T FEEL NO PAIN
JUST SMILE BACK...
I KEEP HAVING THIS DREAM, I´M PUSHIN´ HAILIE ON THE SWING
SHE KEEPS SCREAMING, SHE DON´T WANT ME TO SING
"YOU´RE MAKING MOMMY CRY, WHY? WHY IS MOMMY CRYING?"
BABY, DADDY AIN´T LEAVING NO MORE, "DADDY YOU´RE LYING
"YOU ALWAYS SAY THAT, YOU ALWAYS SAY THIS IS THE LAST TIME
"BUT YOU AIN´T LEAVING NO MORE, DADDY YOU´RE MINE"
SHE´S PILING BOXES IN FRONT OF THE DOOR TRYING TO BLOCK IT
"DADDY PLEASE, DADDY DON´T LEAVE, DADDY - NO STOP IT!"
GOES IN HER POCKET, PULLS OUT A TINY NECKLACE LOCKET IT´S GOT A PICTURE, "THIS´LL KEEP YOU SAFE DADDY, TAKE IT WITHCHA´"
I LOOK UP, IT´S JUST ME STANDING IN THE MIRROR
THESE FUCKIN´ WALLS MUST BE TALKING, CUZ MAN I CAN HEAR ´EM
THEY´RE SAYING "YOU´VE GOT ONE MORE CHANCE TO DO RIGHT" - AND IT´S TONIGHT
NOW GO OUT THERE AND SHOW THAT YOU LOVE ´EM BEFORE IT´S TOO LATE
AND JUST AS I GO TO WALK OUT OF MY BEDROOM DOOR
IT´S TURNS TO A STAGE, THEY´RE GONE, AND THIS SPOTLIGHT IS ON
AND I´M SINGING...
AND WHEN I´M GONE, JUST CARRY ON, DON´T MOURN
REJOICE EVERY TIME YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE
JUST KNOW THAT I´M LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SMILING
AND I DIDN´T FEEL A THING, SO BABY DON´T FEEL NO PAIN
JUST SMILE BACK
AND WHEN I´M GONE, JUST CARRY ON, DON´T MOURN
REJOICE EVERY TIME YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE
JUST KNOW THAT I´M LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SMILING
AND I DIDN´T FEEL A THING, SO BABY DON´T FEEL NO PAIN
JUST SMILE BACK...
SIXTY THOUSAND PEOPLE, ALL JUMPING OUT THEIR SEAT
THE CURTAIN CLOSES, THEY´RE THROWING ROSES AT MY FEET
I TAKE A BOW AND THANK YOU ALL FOR COMING OUT
THEY´RE SCREAMING SO LOUD, I TAKE ONE LAST LOOK AT THE CROWD
I GLANCE DOWN, I DON´T BELIEVE WHAT I´M SEEING
"DADDY IT´S ME, HELP MOMMY, HER WRISTS ARE BLEEDING," BUT BABY WE´RE IN SWEDEN, HOW DID YOU GET TO SWEDEN?
"I FOLLOWED YOU DADDY, YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU WEREN´T LEAVIN´
"YOU LIED TO ME DAD, AND NOW YOU MAKE MOMMY SAD
"AND I BOUGHT YOU THIS COIN, IT SAYS ´NUMBER ONE DAD´
"THAT´S ALL I WANTED, I JUST WANT TO GIVE YOU THIS COIN
"I GET THE POINT - FINE, ME AND MOMMY ARE GONE"
BUT BABY WAIT, "IT´S TOO LATE DAD, YOU MADE THE CHOICE
"NOW GO UP THERE AND SHOW ´EM THAT YOU LOVE ´EM MORE THAN US"
THAT´S WHAT THEY WANT, THEY WANT YOU MARSHALL, THEY KEEP.. SCREAMIN´ YOUR NAME
IT´S NO WONDER YOU CAN´T GO TO SLEEP, JUST TAKE ANOTHER PILL
YEAH, I BET YOU YOU WILL. YOU RAP ABOUT IT, YEAH, WORD, K-KEEP IT REAL I HEAR APPLAUSE, ALL THIS TIME I COULDN´T SEE
HOW COULD IT BE, THAT THE CURTAIN IS CLOSING ON ME
I TURN AROUND, FIND A GUN ON THE GROUND, COCK IT
PUT IT TO MY BRAIN AND SCREAM "DIE SHADY" AND POP IT
THE SKY DARKENS, MY LIFE FLASHES, THE PLANE THAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ON CRASHES AND BURNS TO ASHES
THAT´S WHEN I WAKE UP, ALARM CLOCK´S RINGIN´, THERE´S BIRDS SINGIN´
IT´S SPRING AND HAILIE´S OUTSIDE SWINGING, I WALK RIGHT UP TO KIM AND KISS HER
TELL HER I MISS HER, HAILIE JUST SMILES AND WINKS AT HER LITTLE SISTER
ALMOST AS IF TO SAY..
AND WHEN I´M GONE, JUST CARRY ON, DON´T MOURN
REJOICE EVERY TIME YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE
JUST KNOW THAT I´M LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SMILING
AND I DIDN´T FEEL A THING, SO BABY DON´T FEEL NO PAIN
JUST SMILE BACK
AND WHEN I´M GONE, JUST CARRY ON, DON´T MOURN
REJOICE EVERY TIME YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE
JUST KNOW THAT I´M LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SMILING
AND I DIDN´T FEEL A THING, SO BABY DON´T FEEL NO PAINJUST SMILE BACK...
Places I would like to go part II
Well, last day i left my post at the middle, so im continuing with it.
I was talking about Galicia and Mallorca, places I like from my country.
The reasons:
Well, let' start with Mallorca.
First I want to say that I thought Mallorca was a typical touristic place like others in Spain, sun, nice beaches and full hotels.
Maby I'm lucky because I have family there and they have shown me the island, I was wrong, Mallorca alsoreally beautiful zones in the country, lost villages in the mountain(and Majorcan old people who can't understand you because they only speak Majorcan in).
For example, Lluc Monastery:
And one of my favorite places in the island...Valldemosa
This place inspired artist like Chopin and Ruben Darío, (you can visit Chopin's house).
There are many stuff to know there, many places you can see walking along narow and cobbled streets ,buying in their shops and tasting an iced-almond drink, homemade ice-creams, etc.
Places we must visit:
-King Sancho's Palace.
-Valldemossa's Charterhouse.
-Convent's Church
-Local Contemporary Art Museum
-Bartolomé's church
-Sant Vicenç Ferrer's chapel.
-Chopin's House
After that, we will want to have relax in the beautiful and quiet gardens we can see at this village.
Mallorca's capital, Palma, also has many places to go and lots of shops and typical Majorcan Bakerys where we can buy ensaimadas and cocas. I want to show you this one, it's beautiful, isn't it?
There are lots of kinds of ensaimadas, with cream, chocolate,custard...whatever you want.
<~~ENSAIMADA
Mallorca's Cathedral is a magic place to see when sun comes down and the night come for us
I was talking about Galicia and Mallorca, places I like from my country.
The reasons:
Well, let' start with Mallorca.
First I want to say that I thought Mallorca was a typical touristic place like others in Spain, sun, nice beaches and full hotels.
Maby I'm lucky because I have family there and they have shown me the island, I was wrong, Mallorca alsoreally beautiful zones in the country, lost villages in the mountain(and Majorcan old people who can't understand you because they only speak Majorcan in).
For example, Lluc Monastery:
And one of my favorite places in the island...Valldemosa
This place inspired artist like Chopin and Ruben Darío, (you can visit Chopin's house).
There are many stuff to know there, many places you can see walking along narow and cobbled streets ,buying in their shops and tasting an iced-almond drink, homemade ice-creams, etc.
Places we must visit:
-King Sancho's Palace.
-Valldemossa's Charterhouse.
-Convent's Church
-Local Contemporary Art Museum
-Bartolomé's church
-Sant Vicenç Ferrer's chapel.
-Chopin's House
After that, we will want to have relax in the beautiful and quiet gardens we can see at this village.
Mallorca's capital, Palma, also has many places to go and lots of shops and typical Majorcan Bakerys where we can buy ensaimadas and cocas. I want to show you this one, it's beautiful, isn't it?
There are lots of kinds of ensaimadas, with cream, chocolate,custard...whatever you want.
<~~ENSAIMADA
Mallorca's Cathedral is a magic place to see when sun comes down and the night come for us
Now, I'm going to talk about the parties, the night's world..
If you love clubs,dance, laughing out loud and flirting, you will love Mallorca.
One of the most important clubs in the Mallorca is Tito's, in Palma.
In summer, it's open all night's, since 01:00 a.m.
Some days there are VIP gests and special parties.
Another important club, is Abraxas, maby the most important.
Located on Palma's Paseo Maritimo, Abraxas is in the top flight of Mallorca's nightspots. The club is set into the side of a cliff and offers sweeping views of Palma's bay and the yachts in the marinas below
29.6.11
Summer time
Well, I think it's time to remember that summer has already started, highschool has finished and we have to live great experiences until September arrives.
I want to say congratulations to people who have passed all their subjects and good luck to those who have to study these months.
Before I say something more I want to say sorry to people who speak english because I know that i have a lot of mistakes, I'm learning yet, and I know I 'll be able to do it better in a few years.
I would like to go on a trip to the U.K, Malta or the U.S.A to practice but I'm too shy and that's a problem for me because when i talk to someone I get nervous and I make a lot of mistakes, so I think I have to be brave and forget "the problem"
Today I want to talk about interesting places where we can go on holiday.
I'm going to start with Spain, because is the country where I live and i know it better(Obviously)
Here we have a lot of different places to choose, becah, country, lost villages in the mountain...
And normally it's hot, too hot!
I preffer the east and northeast coast, specially Balear Islands, because I have(or I had TT) a house there, in Mallorca.
I also like the north and I can say that I love Galicia, I'd like to give more details, but I don't know how to explain why I love this place, and i dont have time enough, my little brother is calling, so i will continue later, today, I hope.
I want to say congratulations to people who have passed all their subjects and good luck to those who have to study these months.
Before I say something more I want to say sorry to people who speak english because I know that i have a lot of mistakes, I'm learning yet, and I know I 'll be able to do it better in a few years.
I would like to go on a trip to the U.K, Malta or the U.S.A to practice but I'm too shy and that's a problem for me because when i talk to someone I get nervous and I make a lot of mistakes, so I think I have to be brave and forget "the problem"
Today I want to talk about interesting places where we can go on holiday.
I'm going to start with Spain, because is the country where I live and i know it better(Obviously)
Here we have a lot of different places to choose, becah, country, lost villages in the mountain...
And normally it's hot, too hot!
I preffer the east and northeast coast, specially Balear Islands, because I have(or I had TT) a house there, in Mallorca.
I also like the north and I can say that I love Galicia, I'd like to give more details, but I don't know how to explain why I love this place, and i dont have time enough, my little brother is calling, so i will continue later, today, I hope.
28.6.11
Y finalmente ésta pregunta...
El misterio de quién es esta historia, quién baja el telón, quién elige nuestros pasos en el baile, quién nos vuelve locos.... Nos da latigazos y nos corona con la victoria cuando logramos lo imposible, quién...¿Quién hace todas estas cosas?
¿Quién honra a quienes queremos con la vida que vivimos, quién envía monstruos para que nos mate, pero al mismo tiempo nos susurra que jamás moriremos...Quién nos enseña que es real y cómo reírnos de las mentiras,quién decide por qué vivimos y qué defenderemos con nuestra propia vida, quién nos encadena, y quién tiene la llave que nos hace libres?
Eres tú.
Tienes todas las armas que necesitas.
Ahora,lucha.
¿Quién honra a quienes queremos con la vida que vivimos, quién envía monstruos para que nos mate, pero al mismo tiempo nos susurra que jamás moriremos...Quién nos enseña que es real y cómo reírnos de las mentiras,quién decide por qué vivimos y qué defenderemos con nuestra propia vida, quién nos encadena, y quién tiene la llave que nos hace libres?
Eres tú.
Tienes todas las armas que necesitas.
Ahora,lucha.
22.6.11
Límites.
Debí continuar con la decisión que tomé en su momento, aplazarlo sólo está consiguiendo hacerme más daño.
Ver como formo un bloque entre tu persona y tu felicidad me hace sentir más ruín si eso era posible.
No puedo aguantarlo más, no soporto todo esto, no me veo con fuerzas para sacar nada de lo que aún hay, es inútil seguir luchando por algo que no estoy segura de poder defender, cuando todo me lleva a pensar que fracasaré en cualquier momento.
No resisitiría volver a ver como todos los que he querido me han reemplazado sin siquiera decirme adiós, aún sabiendo que podría pedir mucho más por como me entrego por sacarles una sonrisa.
Supongo que siempre seré el paño de lágrimas, esa persona a la que acudes sólo para compartir los malos momentos y te ayude a salir de ellos o te saque, directamente.
Tampoco debería sorprenderme, puede que mi malestar sea tan grande que sea incapaz de compartir los buenos, disfrutar de las alegrías que pueda brindarme la vida que lucho por seguir llevando.
Me gustaría poder ayudarme como lo hago con vosotros, saber decirme a mí misma lo que debo hacer y reconfortarme, de alguna manera, abrazarme a mí misma, visto que no hay nadie que pueda hacerlo por mí ni rogando de rodillas sobre cristales.
No volver a rebajarme sería una solución, dejarme guiar por el orgullo, no perdonar, ser tan egoísta como debería ser o la sociedad me muestra.
Salir de vuestras vidas es demasiado complicado para mí, porque no puedo continuar viviendo sin saber cómo estáis, sin ayudaros.
No puedo resignarme a haberos perdido.
Siempre seré para vosotros esa chica que deliraba y se indignaba cada vez que tenía ocasión, con sus discursitos morales y antisistema, o aquellos en los que pretendía empujaros a la vida y a sonreír.
Esa que escribía cosas sin sentido en un blog sólo para sentirse mejor pues hablando se explica peor que un niño de tres años, esa que tiene como confidente a la pared de su habiación cuando se acuesta, con la pintura resquebrajada de dar puñetazos y golpes hasta dejar sangrando los nudillos y las palmas de sus manos.
Un blog que en principio se dedicaría a escritos meramente artísticos se ha convertido en un diario que todo aquel que conoce la dirección puede leer, aunque sea sólo por criticar o pensar que soy la típica chica que se hace la víctima y espera a que alguien le solucione la vida.
La verdad es que no, me indignan y me queman esas personas.
Soy la típica chica que esconde las penas detrás de una sonrisa o de falsos estados de ánimo, que para la pregunta "¿Qué te pasa?" Siempre tiene una única respuesta: "Nada".
Con la pena y el dolor en la misma garganta, sin ser capaz de decir nada, porque simplemente, no sé.
Ver como formo un bloque entre tu persona y tu felicidad me hace sentir más ruín si eso era posible.
No puedo aguantarlo más, no soporto todo esto, no me veo con fuerzas para sacar nada de lo que aún hay, es inútil seguir luchando por algo que no estoy segura de poder defender, cuando todo me lleva a pensar que fracasaré en cualquier momento.
No resisitiría volver a ver como todos los que he querido me han reemplazado sin siquiera decirme adiós, aún sabiendo que podría pedir mucho más por como me entrego por sacarles una sonrisa.
Supongo que siempre seré el paño de lágrimas, esa persona a la que acudes sólo para compartir los malos momentos y te ayude a salir de ellos o te saque, directamente.
Tampoco debería sorprenderme, puede que mi malestar sea tan grande que sea incapaz de compartir los buenos, disfrutar de las alegrías que pueda brindarme la vida que lucho por seguir llevando.
Me gustaría poder ayudarme como lo hago con vosotros, saber decirme a mí misma lo que debo hacer y reconfortarme, de alguna manera, abrazarme a mí misma, visto que no hay nadie que pueda hacerlo por mí ni rogando de rodillas sobre cristales.
No volver a rebajarme sería una solución, dejarme guiar por el orgullo, no perdonar, ser tan egoísta como debería ser o la sociedad me muestra.
Salir de vuestras vidas es demasiado complicado para mí, porque no puedo continuar viviendo sin saber cómo estáis, sin ayudaros.
No puedo resignarme a haberos perdido.
Siempre seré para vosotros esa chica que deliraba y se indignaba cada vez que tenía ocasión, con sus discursitos morales y antisistema, o aquellos en los que pretendía empujaros a la vida y a sonreír.
Esa que escribía cosas sin sentido en un blog sólo para sentirse mejor pues hablando se explica peor que un niño de tres años, esa que tiene como confidente a la pared de su habiación cuando se acuesta, con la pintura resquebrajada de dar puñetazos y golpes hasta dejar sangrando los nudillos y las palmas de sus manos.
Un blog que en principio se dedicaría a escritos meramente artísticos se ha convertido en un diario que todo aquel que conoce la dirección puede leer, aunque sea sólo por criticar o pensar que soy la típica chica que se hace la víctima y espera a que alguien le solucione la vida.
La verdad es que no, me indignan y me queman esas personas.
Soy la típica chica que esconde las penas detrás de una sonrisa o de falsos estados de ánimo, que para la pregunta "¿Qué te pasa?" Siempre tiene una única respuesta: "Nada".
Con la pena y el dolor en la misma garganta, sin ser capaz de decir nada, porque simplemente, no sé.
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